Being Melancholic is a feeling that each person experience at any rate once in their lives. Since life has its stages there are times when it will make you tragic or even discouraged. There are times in life when one feels down and encounters stuff that makes them hopeless. Much the same as bliss however pity doesn’t keep going forever on the grounds that in the long run the satisfaction will return as life shifts stages. Much the same as it isn’t day or night perpetually or Winter or summer always there is no bliss of bitterness that keeps going forever. Everything takes a break. One feels pitiful in the event that they lose something or somebody valuable to them, or if things don’t go how they imagined them or they come up short at something or something different.
Sadness differs from individual to individual; a touchy individual will probably get tragic in light of the fact that their emotions are effectively harmed however it doesn’t imply that the individuals who are not as delicate won’t ever get pitiful. It is a feeling that can totally change what you look like at your general surroundings. Sadness can make you so negative that you can just spotlight on every one of the negatives around you. A few people don’t need others to try and realize that they are experiencing a harsh stage throughout everyday life and these individuals tend to hold every one of their feelings inside which escalates the sentiment since it is eating that individual from within. But at least I can write to feel better.
Special occasions and events in your life are often depressing once somebody had died. The actual fact that that person isn’t there with you at massive moments will feel extremely strange. It will create even the happiest occasion some what unhappy and therefore the ones in surroundings fails to grasp it as a result of to all what matters is their happiness.
In such situations whatever you do or try to put a fake smile is also because you have to survive in the hypocritical society but still then you hate the clingy type of people who try to stick to you on their random issues and again just thinking about themselves they do not understand what you are going through.
Since past few months I have been going through some of the big moments, one of them was graduation but i did not feel like even highlighting it as I have all but not baba with me so I feel alone and same is the case with the day today.
Eid is not bringing the joy to me, how could I be happy or pretend to be when the heart is not happy.
wrote it in Urdu after a year to my father’s death completed about what i felt the night before my father passed away. here is the meaning of it in English. Jia is my nick name
A year back from now, it was a strange night, i was having strange feelings, i felt like God is telling me that I will take away your dad but I pushed away the stupid though not remembering it. but the next day it was true God took him away.
#Fatima Hasan Zaidi